i found myself very happy, even thrilled when i saw people leave comments on my blog.. i guess it proved my "existence" in a certain way.. it proved the fact that there's connections between the inside me and the outside world.. writing blog is definitely interesting to me.. it seems like a "personal" place to clear out my own thoughts.. (a lot of times i realized my true feelings towards something after it's written down..) yet sometimes i found myself choosing words gingerly.. just because i don't know who the readers are...

anyways.. it's still a place for me! me!! me!!!